Currently im working on some new songs
Throughout the years i made it a habit to work on multiple songs at the same time.
Its something that just happens,
i begin a song, get new ideas from that and decide to use those for other ones
I like that way of working because it keeps me focussed.
It looks like this way of working is chaotic, and in a way it is
but its normal for me, i woudnt want to have it any different,
my chaos makes sence to me, so why would i change that ?
I remember that as a kid i hated it when my mom cleaned my room,
she was allway’s very neat ( same as my dad btw so i have no idea where i have that from ? )
I used to get so pissed, everything in nice order, nice rows of things and i couldnt find anything
So i had to mess it all up in order to find anything again
My mom never believed i could find anything in that mess, but it made sence to me
and i could pick out anything i wanted.
Now that i am “an adult” i have the same things,
its not that my house is a mess, in fact its quit tidy.
But i like a bit of chaos somewhere *laughs*
wheter its on the desktop of my PC’s,
the pile of stuff lined up next to it,
or something else
One of my favourite songs is
Not because of the whole lyric but because of the chorus
“In a dream I cannot see
Tangled abstract fallacy
Random turmoil builds in me
I’m addicted to chaos”
This goes for music as well,
its weird when i think about it to be honest.
The more chaotic it gets in my head, the more i write music.
I never had one style, i never could choose one *smile*
Now im listening to that Megadeth song again and think to myself
“damn im going back to metal again, have those powerchords blasting out,
heavy, angry and dark”
I never decide what style a song is going to be,
i just let it happen because i learned from the past that i cant control it,
I can listen a month to Megadeth, Metallica and Dream Theater
write metal songs because it inspires me and end up with some freaky jazz because that just fits better.
So who knows how the new songs are going to be ?
